First day back at home and once again Joseph is make some  stupid decisions  it turns out he isn't taking photos of wars anymore! no, he's not! guess what he's doing now taking pictures of stupid weddings with a stupid bride and groom with some stupid family's crying with happiness! I mean what the hell is he thinking he earned thousands from what he did and now he earn hundreds if he's lucky. I mean, I get, he's getting old and the traveling might be hard for him at times but its just laziness. Laziness, laziness and laziness he's becoming a hermit! no joke all he does all day is eat cheese and if he's not eating it, he's ordering more to last him though the week.  which is properly why there nothing in the fringe apart from... bloody cheese! with a couple beers which will be gone by tonight.

he told me over the phone that he was fine and doing well in his job but he's clearly not. he either been black bolted or he just cant be bothered to get off his lazy ass! I think its the ass one as he's doing it right in front of me now. he's acting like these nothing to live for but there's so much in his life and their could be more!