Guess what Joseph is doing now! he's has such an amazing opportunity that would give him so much confidence and put this career back in action. he got offered an expedition place! and guess what he's said?! go on, guess! If you thought he turned it down and carried on eating cheese you were spot on. I don't understand why he said that. I mean what was going thought that guys mind did he think , oh I know what I will just still on my ass for the rest of my life and eat cheese instead of doing something I love! he must thought that. there is no other explanation of why he said no. or is there? .....Nope, than that I can think of. or.... maybe... just maybe..... he's trying to get back at me for dropping out of Cambridge. that's it! I bet you that's it! ohh, he's sneaky I'll give him that! but I don't understand why my life has nothing to do with. in a couple of years I'm going back to Rwanda or maybe go travelling so why would he wreck his life just to proof a point! well, I have never gotten the species of men and I'm not going to try and figure them out now or not ever!